November 11, 2006

• Dreams

  Slept really early last night, about 10pm, only to wake up in the middle of the night shivering — in fear.  Had a dream.. dreamt that i failed 3 of the 7 subjects i took.  To think that this is the first time in my life i had such a nightmare – didn’t have such things happening to me when i was taking my A levels or O levels..??? Was contemplating whether i wanted to study after i was awaken by the dream, but ended up going back to Zzz. Then i had another dream, this time, i dreamt that Scofield was my boyfriend. That was grrreat! OMG~ he was so cute in the dream.  Went for 2 pal sessions on friday, first one was by this indian guy, R*. Damn, he has an average of D in every subject and he has already secured a place in ernst & young once he graduates. I’m just not cut out for studying, in fact, i can’t wait to graduate so that i can start earning money!!! In addition, my parents seem to be so confident that i would get really good grades this sem which makes me stress X 100!!!  I often console my friends by telling them.. no lah.. don’t worry, exams not difficult one ar.. what can they ask??? Basically things that we have learn only mah.. nothing much liao lar.. But here i am fretting over it now. Sux.
  Hungry again… bought herbs for making soup yesterday, turned out the soup really tasted bad. VERY BITTER LAH!~ Mabbe because the herbs are good for the brain that’s why. Anywayx, ended up throwing everything into the bin.  I swear, this time i go back to singapore, i MUST learn how to cook. DAMN!

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